Free

It’s been a long and strange night. 

I don’t know if I drink to forget the pain or focus on it. 

Thoughts keep spinning around in my head like it’s the end and I have to run and pretend I’m safe.  Meanwhile I’m crying for solace and retreat. 

I want to figure it out and be my best self 

I want to be who I’m meant to be 

Answer to no one

Love, be loved, be wild and free.