It’s been a long and strange night.
I don’t know if I drink to forget the pain or focus on it.
Thoughts keep spinning around in my head like it’s the end and I have to run and pretend I’m safe. Meanwhile I’m crying for solace and retreat.
I want to figure it out and be my best self
I want to be who I’m meant to be
Answer to no one
Love, be loved, be wild and free.